certain

it takes
'A certain kind of Eden'
to make a house a home,
just as it takes
A certain kind of home
to make a life
worth living
A certain kind of job
A certain kind of temperament
A certain kind of spouse
to make a life
happy.


B.9

The story goes that at the conclusion of the first playing of the Ninth, someone turned Beethoven around so he could see the audience response. That wasn't necessary. If Beethoven was any kind of composer or creator, he already knew.

All is calm

All is calm all is bright on the shortest day of the year, a time of denial, cheating the dark, death, artificial light, frenzies of parties, activities, buying, wishing, hoping that we triumph over fears lurking in the dark shadows we cannot erase. And so we deny the darkness sending light and cheer into every corner, toasting, caroling, denying.

fear of the unknown: forever vision

I take odd comfort 
in the podiatrist’s visit
tomorrow
that breaks the emptiness 
of the rest of the week
on the calendar
that marks the passage
of my life,
remarkable events
that require a reminder
appointments, anniversaries,
birthdays, classes,
meetings,
events.
But there is no sign 
of the mundane that now
makes up the bulk 
of my activity—
the buying of groceries,
the cooking of meals,
ironing and washing,
vacuuming and dusting,
all burned into 
the warp and weft
of life,
occurring not by schedule
but by rote, routine,
as the spirit moves.
Mote time spent
on the maintenance of things
gathered around us
than on seeking the newer worlds,
digging deeper
into the nourishing realms
the terra incognita 
that prove existence,
enrich life.
Time
to reflect as the hands 
perform routine motions
to complete
routine tasks.
Time
standing still.
 

The sign says the park is closed

between dusk and dawn,
but the sign knows little
of the life of the park,
the rhythms, activities
of the park’s visitors
and occupants.
Dogs with their owners
may pay heed,
as do casual strollers
and kids who play ball or tag
during the day
But the reality is 
the park is open day and night
for its real residents,
birds roosting in the branches of trees,
the nocturnals who fill the night air
with hoots, croaks, chirps
and other sounds not easily connected
to a source.
I suspect that in addition to those
who pay no heed to the sign
that there may be some
who see it ignore it,
daring the darkness, the mysterious, the unknown,
some simply cutting across the grass
to arrive home more quickly,
others settling in to 
experience the darkness without interference,
get closer to the primitive,
their deepest hidden selves
testing the transformative power 
of the moon,
young lovers finding the darkest point
to sneak in past the sign 
with a blanket 
to feel the darkness on their skin,
to touch, to explore,
and be surrounded by the primal forces
roaming in the night.

Saturday Morning Poems

Spring is my favorite time,
I decide,
as I settle into a chair 
overlooking the garden
awash in daffodils,
an ocean of yellow. 
"Are daffodils happy to be blooming?"
I wonder.
There is no answer.

Maybe I like fall best.
It answers questions.
I take a sip of coffee,
good any time of year.

Good news! It was easier to train my brain to ignore the alarm clock than to engage in the fruitless quest for the snooze button. I apologize to you, dear reader, for making you work so hard to follow these breadcrumb trails that may (or my not) lead to a fully formed idea. But I take some consolation in the idea that you have had coffee, where I probably haven't yet. Either way, no excuse-- it won't help either of us cope.
 

The Problem With Keys

here's the real problem–
the shorter the word
the more people use it
and suddenly, you have a word 
all over the map forcing 
users to rush to dictionaries to answer
questions like "what did she mean by
that?"
take for example, door
no–there is not enough time
let's take keys,
which you knew
I was going to do
anyway.
It's in the title.
small piece of metal
used to lock a door or lid
or other secure device
or

starting point to get
all the musicians
on the same page 
or 

using the metal thing to mark
the door of a car belonging
to the guy who used 
to harass you in high school
or

the guy who wrote
"The Star-Spangled Banner"
although I wish he had given 
time to the stripes too
or

the answer to solving a puzzle
solving a problem
solving a crime
which brings us back 
to that small piece of metal
and the door 
or 

the beginning,
if you prefer.

the poet klkz
back to beginning

the poet klkz watch tv movies
science fiction characters fly
fight evil monsters bad guys
invisible things 
time travel future dinosaurs 
detectives puzzle out crimes murder
danger danger whodunit
klkz like theme go back to start
where began
klkz try idea charge forward
back to beginning
klkz review relate dreams goals 
what make klkz happy 
life as child
happy core of everything 
always come back to happy
happy with books happy with friends
happy with self
find peaceful point 
always on journey new quest new goal
founding fathers got it right
happiness chasing happiness growth change
make remake self
shed skin shell transform self
get ready to do it again
at end of day get ready 
do it again
review happy
explore ways to get there
sometimes change 
always stay on path winding or straight
change happen many ways
self family friends work muse
creation around klkz
choices weigh klkz down
one new happy-making thing enough
so many people things weigh klkz down
on path to happy
diversion distraction
from art poetry
distract from seeing hearing people
take space in mind heart
obscure goal, block skin shedding
want klkz to stop
say in one place
stay in one thought
trade for comfort
klkz push on
growth change make klkz happy.